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Wednesday, May 14, 2008
A Failed Mission
Back on my high school years..I had so many friends and almost all of my classmates became my friends..even the students on other sections...One of my friend told me that he wants to court one of my classmate and I told him that I'm going to help him..He continued on courting her and I also continued on helping my friend..And during our Juniors-Seniors Promenade..My friend is still courting her..I saw all the efforts that he did just to win the heart of that girl..He even act like a fool just to make her smile and have dance with him..But I felt that the girl was just making fun of him..and I know that she don't like my friend but I'm afraid to tell him because he might get hurt..She told him that she's already tired to dance..so my friend brought her back to her chair..But in a few minutes, I saw her dancing with other guy...During that night she keep on hiding and running away from him just to make the guy look like a fool..And then after that night the girl told my friend that she don't love him and just stop courting her..I feel sorry for what happened to my friend..He told me everything he did just to win her and at the end he still fails..I promised to myself to help my friend and try to have a revenge for what she did to him..I heard from one of my classmates that..the girl who hurt my friend has a crush on me..^___^ And I told myself..that this is it...this is the time that I've been waiting for..I can have a revenge for my friend..I planned to court her and have a relationship on her but only to have revenge for my friend..that I will only make her think that I love her just to hurt her...Months passed and I felt different inside..I said what is this I'm feeling..?!?! I can't make her feel bad..and I'm already afraid to do it..?!?! But I just ignored it and just continue my plan..We continued our relationship for almost a year..And time came that we broke up..I felt bad inside..And I'm confused why did I feel it..?!?! I'm afraid to tell myself what's true..But I must admit it..that I already fell in love with her...that I was beaten by my own monster...And I have failed my mission...
posted by sinnednave at 10:21 PM
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